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Ashamed and Confused

by Paul Needza Friend

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1.
I don't really mind if the sun don't shine doesn't really matter to me I got everything that I ever will need glowing inside of me Chorus I don't really mind if nothing goes my way if family and friends all disappear if my money is all spent when it's time to pay the rent I don't mind, I don't mind, I don't mind I don't really don't mind if things don't work out just like I planned Just another notch carved on my belt to show through out the land Chorus I don't really mind if nothing goes my way if family and friends all disappear if my money is all spent when it's time to pay the rent I don't mind, I don't mind, I don't mind I don't really mind if you don't love me I got bigger fish to fry If you can't see how great I am I'll gladly say good-bye Chorus I don't really mind if nothing goes my way if family and friends all disappear if my money is all spent when it's time to pay the rent I don't mind, I don't mind, I don't mind
2.
Some people call it conspiracy Some people say it's a disease But it don't matter which vo-cabulary you use cause we all been taken to our knees That's why I... Don't read the newspaper Don't watch TV Don't need them programming me Don't need no false sense of security cause I'm getting high on liberty Some people don't get what's happening They think it's all just a party They drink their booze and they smoke their weed but you know not a single one of them is free that's why I... Don't need no heroin Don't need need no speed Don't need no crack cocaine in me Just need my music and some some good pussy cause I'm getting high on liberty Some people call it democracy Some people call it slavery We work to buy things that we don't need and now were turning us into machines That' why I... Don't need no microchip inside of me Monitoring digitally They got us doped up on technology but I'm getting high on liberty
3.
I tried to leave you, but I lost my way Tried not miss you but your pretty face got in the way I tried everything to be a...a better man But some things baby, you know I just can't comprehend Kelly could you help me find a place to call my own I spent so many years just trying to make a home And now I'm crying like baby to you on the telephone Kelly can you be that someone I can call my own I tried to please you, but I lost my face You know my pride sometimes, it just gets in the way I love you baby, I'm your biggest fan I'll say it again and again until I make you understand Everybody got something to hide, but don't you that This time I swallowing my pride, just for you and If we can make it one more week without tearing our heads off Then I can change, I promise you, I can change it all I tried to reach you in a song, yet I understand if you think it's gone too long Too little, too late is the story of my life But now I think it's time we both put down the knife Kelly could you help me find a place to call my own I spent so many years just trying to make a home And now I'm crying like baby to you on the telephone Kelly can you be that someone I can call my own
4.
I'm just a dude I don't understand complex emotions, you're attitude or the need you have to kill off all my fun I'm just a dude, I like simple things like sex and rock and roll baseball and food, I'm not gossiping on my cell phone I'm just a dude I'm just a dude I don't text message 1000 times a day I think it's rude when where making out and you can't put that thing down I'm just a dude And I ogle every woman that walks by Don't think it's you You're still pretty and want what's in your thighs I'm just a dude Don't take me to the mall to help you pick out a new pair of pants Or stand in front of the mirror and ask me if you're getting fat I don't need you to remind me of my uni-brow I'll take a shower only if you're going down I'm just a dude I don't need no pretty flowers or nicknacks up in my room and feng shui is quality I lack I'm just a dude the smell of sandalwood just makes me sick I want something new to look at while I'm stroking on my...
5.
Dance with me in the heat in the shade of the trees in the sand with a tan in some far away land we can be who we need we want each other to be in the sand with a tan in some far away land Do it do it baby Let your body entertain me Watching you get naked is getting my brain faded Do it do it baby Let your body entertain me Watching you get naked is getting my brain faded Take a seat let me see the face that tantalizes me watch the air in your hair reminding me who is there Don't be scared but beware I think I'm falling for you in the sand
with a tan
 There won't be nobody new

 Do it do it baby 
Let your body entertain me
 Watching you get naked
is getting my brain faded 
Do it do it baby
 Let your body entertain me 
Watching you get naked
is getting my brain faded
6.
Father Technology what will you make outta me are you gonna take away soul Turn me into a machine take away my mystery Will I never fall in love again I'm drowning in your ocean of digital emotion confused by my devotion am I free? Father Technology you bloodthirsty anomaly sink your poison teeth right into me You make so much possible and that's what makes me gullible that's what makes me want to love you more I'm drowning in your ocean of digital emotion confused by my devotion am I free? Will I never leave my home computer again traveling the globe to far and distant lands Meeting someone new who can't speak English making friends by talking with my hands Father Technology When will your tyranny sleep how you are so bitter sweet When will I accept defeat And fall down on my weary knees Kissing your feet for eternity I'm drowning in your ocean of digital emotion confused by my devotion am I free?
7.
Someday you all will see my ability to manifest the boyhood dreams you said were crazy but I'll be laughing someday when they're a reality but once when we had hope a thousand goals and nothing was ever out of reach but now it seems the dreams we seek are slowly dying on us Another day, another way to feel sorry for myself I'm getting used to be let down it's just an adaption Fell by the wayside like a dead road flare ashes of me on the side of the road Mom and Dad they were so naive when they had me the had no clue what I would become in the years to come I would disappoint them regularly but once when we had hope a thousand goals and nothing was ever out of reach but now it seems the dreams we seek are slowly dying on us Another day, another way to feel sorry for myself I'm getting used to be let down it's just an adaption Fell by the wayside like a dead road flare ashes of me on the side of the road
8.
I got a secret
 I got something I need to say 
I got a secret 
and it's been getting in the way
 I got a secret 
I hope I can trust you with 
I got a secret
 Am I a man or am I just a myth? And everyone sees the face that I wanted them to see And everyone looks the same When they're staring back at me You might be the one Who can finally hear the truth so please let down your guard and I'll open up to you I got secret that's burning me inside I got secret I'm getting sick of trying to hide I got a secret cause I'm afraid of what you'll think of me I got a secret And it won't...it just won't let me be I got a secret I got something I need to say I got a secret that keeps getting in my way I got a secret cause I'm afraid of what you'll think of me I got a secret And it won't...it just won't let me be I got a secret I hope I can trust you with I got a secret Am I a man or am I just a myth? Am C G D/F# I got a secret I got something I need to say I got a secret and it's been getting in the way I got a secret I hope I can trust you with I got a secret Am I a man or am I just a myth? And everyone sees the face that I wanted them to see And everyone looks the same When they're staring back at me You might be the one Who can finally hear the truth so please let down your guard and I'll open up to you I got secret that's burning me inside I got secret I'm getting sick of trying to hide I got a secret cause I'm afraid of what you'll think of me I got a secret And it won't...it just won't let me be I got a secret I got something I need to say I got a secret that keeps getting in my way I got a secret cause I'm afraid of what you'll think of me I got a secret And it won't...it just won't let me be I got a secret I hope I can trust you with I got a secret Am I a man or am I just a myth? I think I might sing with my band " A Date with Disaster" :D Am C G D/F# I got a secret I got something I need to say I got a secret and it's been getting in the way I got a secret I hope I can trust you with I got a secret Am I a man or am I just a myth? And everyone sees the face that I wanted them to see And everyone looks the same When they're staring back at me You might be the one Who can finally hear the truth so please let down your guard and I'll open up to you I got secret that's burning me inside I got secret I'm getting sick of trying to hide I got a secret cause I'm afraid of what you'll think of me I got a secret And it won't...it just won't let me be I got a secret I got something I need to say I got a secret that keeps getting in my way I got a secret cause I'm afraid of what you'll think of me I got a secret And it won't...it just won't let me be I got a secret I hope I can trust you with I got a secret Am I a man or am I just a myth?

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released February 9, 2010

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